Saturday, November 17, 2007

TOO DEEP ..


Well .. lets see .. I'll be officially married in 2 days .. the day after tomorrow .. I'll be a Mrs. .. a Madame .. with a HUSBAND .. & responsibility!
This morning .. I went to the beauty salon, getting pampered for the big day .. when the lady working in the salon said joking to me: "We don't want your Husband to see anything wrong .. do we??"
That was when it hit me .. I"M GONNA HAVE A HUSBAND .. He's a man I'm attached to for the rest of my life. He will be a part of my life from now on, and I'll be a part of his!
how crazy is that.
I won't be responsible only for myself .. but for another human being!
This is scaring the hell out of me.
Am I doing the right thing?
Am I sane enough to take such a critical lifetime decision?
Can I handle it? Sometimes I can't even handle myself .. How can I handle another person?
I'm so afraid ..
Am I having cold feet? Or am I hesitating?
Does that mean anything?
I'm loosing my mind .. and theres really no time to be loosing my mind now!
I cannot stop crying!

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19 Comments:

Anonymous meeemo said...

Don't worry. This is normal, we all went through this in our own way. I think we have these thoughts because of the stress we go through.

I felt the same thing as well. When you u said "i won't be responsible only for mayself ... but for aother human being!" I think anyone would have the same feelings because it IS a responsibility. But we are all young and learning, this is the way life is. Whether you do it now or in 10 years you will always get the same feelings. It is a leap that we have to take and inshallah Allah yiwafigna jamee3an...

Don't worry about the crying i think it is good because it will get rid of some of the stress (i think)...

Inshallah this helps ... Best of luck :)

November 18, 2007 at 8:52 AM  
Blogger Eng.Petroleum said...

honey
dont be afraid like that
but do you know what
You are normal girl
dear every get the same feeling

good luck o enshallah allah ywafgich o ysahil 3alaich ^_^

November 18, 2007 at 12:39 PM  
Blogger Bride To-Be said...

Oh meeemo! Its really a releif to know that there are people out there who went through exactly what i'm going through & just passed it :)

eng.petroleum .. enshallah .. thank you

November 18, 2007 at 11:32 PM  
Blogger eshda3wa said...

that is sooo normal
everyone gets cold feet
and theres no sure way to find out ur doing the rite thing till ur in it.

its ok to be nervous, bs inshallah ur husband will be a great man that will make u very happy

and remember just like u feel responsible towards him, he will be responsible towards you, so etsheloon ba3ath!

November 19, 2007 at 12:44 AM  
Blogger Shoush said...

Try to calm down and think of the bright side. U finally found the person u want to share the rest of ur life with. U shud feel lucky and thankful. :) It's alrite to feel nervous about it becuz this is a new thing for u. A new experience. T3awithay min iblees and pray to God ina iwafigkom ib 7ayatkom ilydeeda ma3a ba3ath.

Am looking 4ward to reading the updates! I wish u all the best min kil galbi. :)

November 19, 2007 at 1:10 AM  
Blogger Princess said...

i've not been in this situation so i cnt say i know wat u mean honey but i hear its normal to freak out, ya3ni it is a big change in ur life, but look at it optimistically, savor the specialness of this thing ur doing

allah iyhaneech and i hope ur ok now babes :*

November 19, 2007 at 7:41 AM  
Blogger Missy said...

today is ur big day :* i really hope everything goes PERFECT :)

November 19, 2007 at 1:42 PM  
Blogger Hasan.B said...

Very girly post:s but would like to wish you a happy wedding, best of luck nshala

November 19, 2007 at 2:51 PM  
Blogger Jacqui said...

Honestly I found your blog through my friend's blog, where you left a comment and to tell you the truth it's such a nice change. The fact that when you write it's eloquently and it just flows with sequenced thoughts is a great add-on.

I just had a curious question, how did you meet Mr. M or how did he propose? Traditional or a Love Story?

Other than that I with you all the best, and it's a great place to read about what a girl will go through in her transition to becoming a wife!

November 19, 2007 at 10:37 PM  
Blogger Orangina fadidra said...

Single life much better, don't think i can live with some1 forever .. ya3ni change is good from time to time ;p
anyhow, congrats.

November 21, 2007 at 1:08 AM  
Blogger Shoush said...

Mabrook ya 3aroosa. :)

November 22, 2007 at 1:54 PM  
Blogger Sara said...

hi sis .. dont worry everything will be OK enshalaa nd u will be fine .. i cried alot before my wedding and i was feeling sad and happy in the same time :)

kel hatha ra7 y3ady 3ala 5ir enshala oo alf alf mabroooook sis :D alla ywafegkom YARAB :D

November 23, 2007 at 1:28 PM  
Blogger soso said...

happy wedding u didnt invite us loool . its normal and because u are thinkining of it and yes its responsibility but that its life , good luck :)

November 23, 2007 at 7:05 PM  
Anonymous DUBAI said...

Im here : ) By luck !

MabroOk Sis ! ^_^

November 30, 2007 at 12:14 AM  
Blogger Bride To-Be said...

eshda3wa .. shoush .. princess .. missy .. hasan.b .. jacqui .. orangina fadidra .. sarah .. soso .. dubai .. Thank you all!

& jacqui .. read my answer ;)

November 30, 2007 at 1:20 AM  
Blogger Jacqui said...

Bride where was the answer hehe? :P

December 3, 2007 at 10:21 PM  
Blogger Bride To-Be said...

jacqui .. coming wallah coming .. I promise

December 3, 2007 at 10:38 PM  
Blogger Jacqui said...

Good and thanks :P

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