I'm back! [Part I ]

I'm back!

I missed you all. First I just want to say .. THANK GOD everything turned to be great!

On Monday .. I woke up before 11 am .. I had a good breakfast .. cheese sandwich and some hot milk & coffee. I relaxed for a while, then I took a loooooooong Hot shower. At 1 pm, I was done & I had lunch. I wasn't able to eat much, I was so nervous .. but at least I tried. After lunch, My best friend came to pick me up. We went to the beauty salon. There, I got pampered "did my nails, some massage & stuff" & later the makeup artist arrived & started doing her job. I was so tensed & worried about the result. The makeup artist was pregnant & I think she was about to deliver. I was brave enough to trust her since I never tried her before. I was trying to calm down but I think I gave her a hard time. But come on .. its MY DAY & I really wanted to look my best! No one can blame me!
I'm not used on wearing full, over the top makeup .. so I did my best trying to make her do my face as simple & as sweet as possible!

She did everything perfectly .. until she reached the lipstick & tadaaaaaaa .. IT WAS BRIGHT RED LIPSTICK!!!!!!!

It freaked me out .. Imagine what would it do to my new man! hehehe

I stayed arguing with her that this colour will never match my sweet PEACH colour gown! It was too intense. I would wear this lipstick in another occasion .. but not in my milchiti!

Finally thank god .. we reached to a settlement & she fixed it. She used a sexy, wonderful colour. I loved the whole thing.

Then, the hair stylest started .. I did an updo with natural flowers on the side .. I wanted natural flowers so bad. I ordered them & brought them with me from a flower shop.

At the end, it all went really well :) & I looked really beautiful!

I was so happy & excited .. but late!

It was almost 8 pm & My groom was supposed to pick me up from home at 8:30. I ran into the car, mom drove me home. It was SO funny. As we were driving, we passed through my grooms car & I got under the seat so they won't see me!

I arrived home finally safe .. thank god before my groom.

End of Part I

TOO DEEP ..

Well .. lets see .. I'll be officially married in 2 days .. the day after tomorrow .. I'll be a Mrs. .. a Madame .. with a HUSBAND .. & responsibility!

This morning .. I went to the beauty salon, getting pampered for the big day .. when the lady working in the salon said joking to me: "We don't want your Husband to see anything wrong .. do we??"

That was when it hit me .. I"M GONNA HAVE A HUSBAND .. He's a man I'm attached to for the rest of my life. He will be a part of my life from now on, and I'll be a part of his!

how crazy is that.

I won't be responsible only for myself .. but for another human being!

This is scaring the hell out of me.

Am I doing the right thing?

Am I sane enough to take such a critical lifetime decision?

Can I handle it? Sometimes I can't even handle myself .. How can I handle another person?

I'm so afraid ..

Am I having cold feet? Or am I hesitating?
Does that mean anything?

I'm loosing my mind .. and theres really no time to be loosing my mind now!

I cannot stop crying!

BIG Tuesday!

Last Tuesday .. My Mr. M's family wanted to gather for a dinner party in our house to meet the rest of the family. for a whole week, I was worried sick & freaked out .. I was supposed to meet 35 strangers who came mainly to "check me out"!!!
That was terrible. I did lots of preparations .. I reserved nail, hair & makeup appointments & I decided to wear something glamorous, sweet & sexy at the same time.
I had a cute Roberto Cavalli (kimono-like dress) .. I did my nails, hair in strands .. & I did my makeup in Mac. I had everything planned perfectly .. specially I was wearing my lucky tiger print heels hehehe they boost up my confidence anytime I need that!
The time came .. as soon as i was done working on myself, I drove back home as fast as i could (that was nuts .. I know!) & I changed & waited. I was shaking like a little chic & sweating like a pig! My hands were freezing.
I stayed up in my room .. in the dark .. gazing from the window .. waiting for them to come. They came ALL together. Almost 30 women. few minutes later, my mom called me to come down.
So far .. this was the hardest walk I had to do in my whole life. I entered .. (chan eyabeboon) this wasn't nice ( I wanted to cry) I tried to keep on a shinny smile the whole time .. I greeted everyone .. & sat calmly.
like a damn part of a decor. just smiling, answering questions briefly .. listening to stiries they'll tell me .. hearing nothing .. just looking at their mouth move .. bla bla bla bla this is all i could hear .. & noding as if I knew what they were talking about.
I was thinking .. my looks .. good? my hair .. my makeup .. MY NEW FAMILY!
GOD .. what an experience!
There was dinner prepared .. everyone was SO happy el7imdillah!
I was releived. My Mr. M's sisters were so much help. They made me relax & made things easier.
I loved them all .. but I still cannot realize the fact that this is MY NEW FAMILY!

El Shabka!

Another BIG day .. another victory!!!

TodaY .. I went with my mom shopping for el "shabka" .. since my future mother-in-law has asked me to choose my own "shabka". well .. checking out all the diamond is amazing! but deciding to buy one .. was freaky. I hesitated alot at first .. but check out what happened to me.

I've been checking "shabkaat for days. There were 2 that I really like .. one over at La Marquise Jewellery and the other was in AlArbash.

So .. today .. I thought I'd go check out more showrooms so I can really decide what I'm gonna get. I went to many showrooms, checked out, tried alot of sets. Finally, I decided I'll go back to AlArbash .. while we were going towards the meant showroom .. I saw another Arbash store .. We decided to check it out anyways. We sat down & asked for Emerald Sets .. (b5a6ri emerald) .. We waited for a while, until the salesman brought 6 of them. When he showed them to us .. TADAAAAAA .. there was MY SHABKA .. the one I really liked .. even looking better than ever! ;P

So I decided .. that's it .. that's the one .. I want it!

after alot of negotiations between mom & the salesman .. finally .. we reached to a settlement & VOILA .. I have a shabka now! ;)

I'm so glad I'm done with this task .. now I feel much lighter ;P

Fitting Trip...

For the last few days & since my wedding date been set, I've been crazy worried about THE DRESS. The thing is, I bought the dress from USA where I travelled recently to get all what I need for the wedding. I left the wedding gown which they'll be shipping to me as soon as they're done with it, but I brought THE DRESS which I'll wear 9 days later for my matrimony day to do the fitting back here in Kuwait.

10 days ago I took it to a lady I heard about who fixes evening gowns & good at it. Well when i went there, she seemed really professional. Unfortunately She felt ill so she told me she won't be able to finish it as soon as I wish & sent me to Om Nbeel, a friend of her, she said she's trustworthy. So (shilt gashi) & I went to her, I tried on the dress, she checked what needed to be altered & told me not to worry. But ofcourse .. I DID!

I was worried sick all week, until yesterday .. my fitting came. I was so anxious. I couldn't sleep all week, thinking if the dress came out looking really bad .. I wouldn't wanna wear it. How will I find a new dress in 10 days!!!! I mean it's the most important day of my life!!!!

Anyways, So yesturday, .. the fitting appointment came & I went to Om Nbeel. I tried it on .. I stood in front of the mirror ..... & voilaaaaaa

THE DRESS LOOKED AWSOME!

GOD I'm so releieved. Worrying about evey little, tiny, silly thing is killing me .. I neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed a good night sleeeep Ppl!

Diamonds are Girl's best FRIEND!

Last night, as soon as I entered home .. my mom and sister jumped into my face & popped at my face 3 different wedding rings!!!
I opened my eyes & was SO shocked .. like what the * is this??
Then I learned that my "Fiance" who will be called from now on Mr. M brought 3 gorgeous wedding rings to choose one from!
I loved them all .. I wanted them all .. u know .. Diamonds are Girl's best friend!
& i really truly felt a connection between the four of us .. me & my rings :/
Anyways .. I spent the whole night looking at the rings & admiring how amazingly beautiful they look matching my fingers!
Finally, and after ALOT of thinking .. I choose one.
Of course it wasn't on my size but they're customizing it on my ridiculously thin-becoming fingers.
Its lovely .. & I really felt I can connect with it for the rest of my life!
So this is how I decided on which ring I'll take.




Few mins ago .. We set a date for tying the knot.
I'm freaking out .. I didn't thought It would be that soon. I feel dizzy & can't really think clear. I don't what to work on first. There are ALOT to work on to make the day as perfect as I hope.
Tying the knot will be on 19th of Nov. 2007. Which means within 10 days. I'm gonna have a wedding ceremony but that won't be until February.
Wish me luck with all the mess & preparations.



A kiss on the hand
May be quite continental,
But diamonds are a girl's best friend.

Welcome!

I announce the launching of my blog. I am a Bride to be, In a mess preparing a wedding & preparing a new life!
I've been officially engaged on Sep. 3rd & my "tying the knot" date is not set yet, but its gonna be soon.
I'm having a wedding ceremony on February .. so now I'm seriously in the middle of being busy .. over my head.
Through the "transfer" toward my new life, I need to get this "anxiousness" out of my system .. thats through sharing my feelings, fears, and hopes with the world.
so .. read along & share point of views!